Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Waiting in the wings

I'm standing backstage and watching the dress rehearsal. I spend a lot of time waiting. What a great analogy for my life. I stand here waiting for love to come onstage.

I just keep wondering when it will be my turn. When will I be the heroine of the story? I keep getting fooled by the bit players and can't see the hero through them all. I know he's out there somewhere.

I know what his character is I just don't know what he looks like. Lately all I've seen are minor characters masquerading as heroes. Some even reappearing after I've dismissed them. it just makes me doubt myself. I wonder if them appearing in my life again means something. I really wish it was that simple.

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